Disappointment Abounds

January 28, 2014 at 5:55 am Leave a comment

Tommorow, marks another day in the eternal disappointment in life.  Feeling that life is constantly disappointing myself, I find few solutions.  I find that my life is going to change, but I do not not what direction it is going in.

I feel that I should pay attention more.  I should have done more.  I feel that I need to help, but I really do not how to deal with it. Right, I just sit on the internet right now to numb the pain.  Reading the news is emotionless activity.  It is addicting for me, but better than drinking right now.

I could awash in alcohol right now.  Soaked with drinking wine.  Alone on the bench.  Holding that bottle, alone, and depressed.  Living in the streets with nowhere to go.  Nowhere to go.

I just do not handle the stress of a job without breaking my concentration.  I feel random though abound

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