The Pain of Being Alone.

November 21, 2010 at 11:18 pm 1 comment

Today has been a tough day. After’s last night incident with me driving backwards on Pacific Coast Highway, I have been feeling in pain. A feeling of crush loneliness has hit my soul.

The pain of loneliness is probably occured because I forgot to put on my raingear when I was supposed to go hiking. Therefore, I did not make the outing that I hoped to make last night.

Being lonely is not a fun experience especially when the feeling is not welcome. There is really no real reason to feel especially lonely, but when I do not get socialization on Saturday, I pay for it on the next day. It becomes drag on productivity especially when you want to work on projects that will improve social skills like watching Friends. Friend is show that my psychologist asked me to watch as method of observing relationships with people.

In conclusion, it means that I need better method to cope with being lonely. I allow it to get me depressed when there is no reason to be depressed. I let it interfere with my ability to become productive. I guess there is some kind of macabre pleasure that I get from being depressed.

Like everything else in life, this pain shall past and I will really not remember the pain of the weekend. But maybe, I will take more action in my life to prevent myself from being lonely.


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  • 1. Tom  |  November 22, 2010 at 4:10 am

    Just an FYI: You actually were invited to the party last night. The invitation went out via Evite, and was sent at the end of September. I saw your name on the list of those who never responded. I know of two other people who did not see the Evite email until the last minute, I guess it was easy to miss. Sorry you couldn’t make it.


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