Archive for January 23, 2012
This is an insanely hard quiz I struck out on my attempts to do it. And I supposed to be the master of trivia.
My self-will stinks. It stinks to high heaven. For too long, I have tried to live on self-will, but to learn that my own place in this universe is a low one. My own bottom is a creation from its own self-will. I had thought that the I had the ability to handle life on life term’s. How dare I think that? The reality is that my self-will had told me that I am full of it. I have to seek out God and find him now. I cannot walk the path of life without divine assistance any more. Yeah, I have run the show and look where it got me. In a place and a bind that I cannot recovery without God. A place that I cry out for pity and the reality is there is none. None, I deserve what I got, but if there is a God, he is willing to find me to find him. I have given up on trying to find the answers within. Now, I seek the divine for help. I have placed myself in a situation that I cannot handle and I cannot deal with. I do not ask for sympathy because I deserve what I got. I run out of answers and now I seek out the one that forgives my past actions